what’s playing::Happy Ending – Mika::
moodflash:: 
small
It’s such a wierd feeling. It seems like everyone I had known is going somewhere and I’m still in transit. Feeling quite left behind and small, because people are just ahead, and as time passes by, I fall behind. Inevitably.
Life is mundane, I don’t know what I want for sure, I have no concrete plans to work towards, and there is no driving force towards anything. Anything.
And as I am stuck in this eye of the strom that never seems to abate, I can’t help but feel lost. I don’t know what my future holds, yet, why does it look to bleak?
For the umteenth time, I am wishing that I had excelled in the sciences, that I could crunch numbers like I do Frosties. That I had an aptitude for statistics even. But I don’t to all. I like to think that having an interest in the soft arts of humanities ain’t that bad, but increasingly, I am seeing that it is not so.
How useless. That’s all I can think. When all I can see in myself is mediocrity, I see the one who is Pathetic.
♥
[and the world changes.]
Archive for May, 2007
Small
Moodless
what’s playing::Orchestra de Nodame Story::
moodflash:: 
aimless
The premature Mother’s Day celebration was so fantastic and filling, it almost made me hurl, from all the rich food I ingested.
The Onion Bread is a devious loaf. It’s so soft and fluffy inside, with a crusty exterior. Slathered with butter, this is one bread I don’t mind eating. And because this came (obviously) before the steak, my tummy was already filled with bread and I was rather full. I usually dislike bread unless it is topped with jam, chocolate, cheese, anything! But this bread can be eaten on its own because the flavour is already there. Oh, and it doesn’t help this this Onion Bread was HUGE.
Ooh. One mouthful is so rich, I think not everyone can get used to it. There’s also a caramel-like aftertaste that’s not altogether unpleasant. But I get the feeling that I might get a nose-bleed if I finish the entire serving. Or two.
I probably should have opted for this smaller cut of Fillet Mignon, but somehow, bread and steak just doesn’t cut it for me. I rather go for the Sirloin steak. Though it is much, MUCH larger.
It looks so black! I wasn’t digging the burnt parts much though. Over-charred bits taste like sawdust.
Surprisingly, the ice-cream wasn’t that sweet. Perhaps it was deliberate because the chocolate cake is really sweet, even by my standards. And the ice-cream has a chewy texture, it doesn’t break apart easily. It’s really good as a balance to the wam chocolate cake. The chocolate cake was damn good! Orgasmic I tell you, the chocolate oozing out of the cake when i cut into it, was like nutella overdrive. 
I won’t think about the calories and the fat that I gained from this meal, but I think its worth it. Worth IT!!
Lobster Bisque, Sirloin Steak, Chocolate Cake – what a lethal combination. The sirloin steak that was delivered right under my nose was of such an obscene size that i blanched when I saw it. But the first bite was heavenly, the meat was done in the correct medium rare way I wanted. Each mouthful was tender, but with just the right amount of bite, and the smoky aroma was heavenly. I like my red meat. Hah. The service from here is impeccable (sans breaking dishes) and I suppose you pay for what you get.
Nice? This was found in the ladies. When washrooms have hand cream and flowers, that’s the ultimate of bathrooms. Especially in public. All washrooms should be like this! Aesthetically pleasing and nice smelling.
I’m a sucker for nice washrooms.
The moon was large and hanging low the other day. I love the night, I really do. And I love it that the moon plays hide and seek with me, hiding behind the occasional trees and blocks of flats. 
This has been a pretty meaningless post. I’m craving good books to read. And I STILL have that pile of anime to dive into. Whatever.
This lil toothy boy is growing up so fast. I can’t wait till he starts talking.
♥
[empty]
Visual DNA
what’s playing:: Alfie – Lily Allen::
moodflash:: 
awake
This is me. It’s interesting. Are you like me?
♥
[sunshine]
Hey Hey You You.
what’s playing:: Girlfriend – Avril Lavigne::
moodflash:: 
jumpy
Ooh. I really dig Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne. It’s super chirpy and jumpy. Much like her sk8ter boi when it first came out. Funny how after all these years, her music style is still the same – childish, teenage-punkish, but catchy. Oh well, at least she looks much better now. Rather, she looks different in the music video of Girlfriend. Oh, I’m such a pop junkie. Blame it on MTV.
Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious
Hell yeah I’m the mother fucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I’m right.
I quite dig these pictures. She’s not so angsty in them? She’s more sexy. I really like.
I think works of nature bloom everywhere. And by everywhere I mean that quite literally. Was on the bus drowsing away when this caught my eye. Small, but most certainly green. And alive.
Oh. watched Spiderman 3 yet? Ooh, roller-coaster of special effects. Luckily we got good seats. If we had sat right in front just like we did for TMNT, I think we would have died. At least, our necks would have cramped so bad, we would need a neck brace. Oh man, I’m no arty-farty chick no more! I am a fan of summer blockbusters.
BRING IT ON !
Topher Grace ain’t looking that “boy-next-door” with that many teeth! Oh, but Venom is so cool! Pity it has such a whack weakness. Like Sandman.
Black Spidey is c-o-o-l. ‘Nuff said.
The lappie is driving me mad because it is lagging like CRAZY and what was supposed to be a quick 20 min post has dragged on for one bloody dang hour. And since I have to wake ridiculously early tmr, it’s good night world, now.
I’ll just leave you with this. When I go Down Under, I shall be bringing these back. But for now, it’s thank-you, Hong Kong! Damn. If only the bloody queues at Dohnut Factory weren’t madly long. I’d rather wait 22 days and get my fix in Melbourne.
♥
[In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger.]
