Think.

what’s playing::Crush – Mandy Moore::
moodflash:: cold ::

The people you meet in your lives will vary, ebb and flow with time. It seems like the times you have with people is transient and that makes you fear that your interaction will, always, stay perfunctory. And if that isn’t sad, I don’t know what is.

I don’t like the word – acquaintance – because it seems to me a euphemism for a Somewhat Stranger. But yet the word – friends – sometimes seem too fragile to be used on just anyone. Is there a criteria to be one? Is there a strategy to find one?

Human relationships are complicated and sometimes, heartbreaking. But we still go on forming (and then breaking) them anyway. It seems to me that people are meant to only have a select few people around them they can truly be themselves with. And maybe that’s why people go on forming (and breaking) relationships – to find that select few or maybe just one. But it does seem so hard doesn’t it?
♥
[Pandemonium]

Green.

what’s playing::Somewhere Out There – James Horneri::
moodflash:: jealous::

I too, wanted to head to the Maroon 5 concert in Singapore!!

Event the Shanghai people got too. -_-”

But $185 was too dear to part with.
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[Another time]

Good cheer.

what’s playing::Somewhere Out There – James Horner::
moodflash:: chirpy::

It seems like a day filled with the oddest, and funniest comments. But when I try to isolate a specific comment, it seems that I can’t.

All I can recall is:
- spilling agar agar down a sink and attempting to wash it away with water, resulting in a sink puffed up and clogged with jelly
- blond hair with blue tattooed eyebrows
- J.Co glazed donuts courtesy of Chris
- Hair + Cockles Milkshake
- Robin Sparkles “Let’s Go To The Mall”

There definitely was more but these have all temporarily vacated my memory.

The Lunch is finally over and when it was done with, I could finally (literally) kick off my heels and breath. It wasn’t that much of a rush, but I did do some stupid things which most definitely made my heart stop for a moments, and some. So it’s no surprised that when I reached back into the comforts of the swivel chair in office, i inadvertently dozed off in a while. Luckily the smal boss had gone home.

I still feel, somehow, that my heart is in a tangle.
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[Happy 37th!]

A Lunch Comment.

what’s playing::Yume no Shima Shinen Kouen – Susumu Hirasawa::
moodflash:: amused::

The offspring of a Chinese and an Indian is usually more commonly known as a Chindian.

The offspring of a Chinese and a Japanese is .. a Chinpanese!

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[laughter]

A Paragraph.

what’s playing:: Decollage – Alizee::
moodflash:: whimsical::

“Next stop, Tanjong Pagar”

The girl stands, still in a crowd of bodies, swaying to the same beat as the train bumbles along, in the early morning rush.

Her heart beats fast, she can feel it. Thumping wildly in an attempt to burst out of her ribcage. There is someone in her, clamoring for release, and the heart is its home.

Her eyes close, and she wills the caged one to be still. But today, today the caged one would not listen. It rebels, against the mundanity of life, the futility of life, the hopelessness of life. It rebels, against rigidity and code, conformity and protocol.

“The rat race, is not for me,” the caged one rumbles deep in her.

She panics. The caged one rustles the bars of it’s confinement wildly, and she fears that the bodies mashed up against her would feel the violence. But her worries are unfounded – the bodies stare straight ahead unseeingly, all oblivious to the warring struggle in her.

Pearls of perspiration forms on her temple as she concentrates of keeping that beast under control. Tremors shake her slender frames as a tsunami of emotions wash over her. She is afraid, and she loses the battle.

The caged one roars, breaking free of it’s chains.

The girl slumps, still in a crowd of bodies, swaying to the same beat as the train bumbles along, in the early morning rush.

“Next stop, Raffles Place”

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[What do you think?]

A moment.

what’s playing::Hey Jealousy – Goo Goo Dolls::
moodflash:: working::

How pretty!

And I really want this. But I doubt I will be able to find it around. Even if do, I believe it would burn a hold the size of the moon in my pocket. Tragedy!
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[shoes, glorious shoes]